Hahaha. Wtffff. I just realised my birthday is on FRIDAY. All this time I was thinking it was Wednesday. Weirdddd
Haha. Wtf. Birthday's suck. I mean it's just ANOTHER day. No big deal. I'm just one year closer to dying. ROFL. Who want to celebrate that?
Lifehouse's album, "Smoke & Mirrors" is amazing.
YAYYYY. Volunteering ends this Friday. Wooot.
I want to do an internship somewhere. I just don't know where. And I'm too lazy to bother, so HAH!
Yay. 2 more months of vacation. Woot. I like vacation even though they're boring the fuck out of me.
And I've realised that as much as I rant that I don't, I have some really awesome friends who even though get tired of me ranting don't say a word about it. And are genuinely concerned. Which is weird, cause I've never made an effort to make friends :S
BUT MOST PEOPLE SUCKKKKK.
Well no they don't. I just think they do. But I'm awesome, so what i say goes, right?
Actually no it doesn't. But hey it's MY blog.
Shout out to my three now followers: Maheen, AZ and Ducky! :)
I'M IN LOVE, I'M IN LOVE. No I'm not. I was just singing a song. Tsk.
Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself
‘Cause there’s no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes ‘round and everyone lift their heads
But I’m thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die
So who’s gonna watch you die? So who's gonna watch you die?
I think if you've ever sat outside of the ICU, watching someone you love being taken away from you a little every second, you'll be able to relate with what the song is saying.
Sitting in the waiting room; oblivious to your surroundings; only the thoughts of that person clouding your mind; praying, hoping they'll be fine.
I still remember you, cuz, like it was only yesterday when we were laughing our heads off.
It feels like yesterday when we were arguing about football, you teasing me, all the sleepovers, the random games and stupid fights.
I know you're in a better place now.
I love the meaning of this song, and the feeling it is sung with, enough to give someone goosebumps. Everytime I listen to it, it feels like I'm transported back to that day, and all the memories come rushing back as i'm caught in a whirlwind of feelings.
On a much more happier note:
2 exams left.
And one's just MCQ's on Friday. And that's just revision.
This is it. I'm screwed. I hate add maths. I will never learn to like it. I will never learn how to solve all the shit we have to solve. Why do we even study it? It's not like i'll ever be stuck on an island.... actually even if i was, i would never have to do integration or take out the relative velocity of a plane, so seriously, why?
To study or not to study. That's not the question. The answer is Simple, study or get fucked.
There's around 9 hours left in the paper. Fuck this shit. Now's a good time to start freaking out. Sigh.
I'm listening to this gay weird song by Miley Cyrus. Somebody seriously kill me. Add Maths does that to me. Yeah. -_-
I blame myself. Why did i ever take up add maths? Why?
*hums along to weird song* Sigh.
Oh yeah. Reading Pixie's latest blog made me think about him again. Not that i still like him, but he was one of my best friends :/
I went to the British Council today. They gave me a bag full of stuff, which included a mug and lots of awesome ball point pens. They should have given me the paper as well -_- Better yet. I should have stolen it. Tsk.
:( i'm scared. I seriously don't know anything. Screwed i am. :/
Oh God. Save me. I've always been a good girl. Well most of the time. :/ actually very less. But still. I mean you're All Powerful and i gave it my best. Just help me. Please.
"and i don't need that kind of happy, the kind that takes you up and brings you down." (8)
The rain last night was amazing. The weather is SO gorgeous. How am i expected to study for exams with such awesome weather? Sigh.
I sympathise with everyone who is stuck studying inside with this amazing weather outside :(
MUJHAY SEASIDE JAANA HAI. :D
Faithfully by Journey.
Most amazing love song ever.
Makes me cry :)
Tomorrow is a major day for me. Details later, if everything works out :D
I don't know addmaths -.-
I HATE MATHS. WHY ME? :'(
I'm totally crushing on my brother's friend. -.-
He's so hot. Sigh. Too bad he's gay. -.-
Gay guys are hot!
Proof: ADAM LAMBERT. 'nuf said
I'm losing it.
*mutters to self* snap out of it rahima...
Anyways. I want more rain.
I hope my centre gets drowned in the naala right next to it and our remaining exams are cancelled and they automatically give us A*'s for them. Haha. Yeah right -.-
I stood in my balcony all night, stayed awake till 5 am, watching the rain pour down. It was lovely. Rain is inspiring :)
I'm sick of people having relationship issues. I love my friends, BUT I DO NOT WANT THEM TALKING TO ME ABOUT THEIR BOYFRIENDS. There's far more interesting stuff. Like watching grass grow. Ooo. And NO, I am not being bitter. Or jealous. I don't want a boyfriend. Really -.-
I'm already married to Aaron Ramsey :D
But still -.-
I'm hungry. :D
I just had fries :D
*sticks tongue out at ducky*
My braces are pissing me off.
I can't wait till i get them off.
Justin Bieber is so weird.
But his song "baby" is so addicting, it's not even funny :|
I don't know what to blog about but i still will, 'cause i don't want to study -.-
Sometimes I take a carton of eggs out of the fridge, and look at it and think that maybe one day I'll crack an egg and a little baby chicken will fall out, and then I'll wash him off and raise him indoors...and then...maybe, just maybe I'll have a friend.