Of Illness And Annoying People And Exams And Wanting To Party.

I'm ill. Like really really ill. I have a fever and this horrible horrible cold. Why couldn't God just have taken my life instead? My head feels like someone is banging it with a hammer. And i have maths and accounts exams on wednesday and thursday. This sucks.

You know what kind of people annoy me the most?
First are those who go all, "paper went just okay" and they'll end up with a fucking A while you get a significantly lower grade.
Others are those who go all "yaar eik mark ki galti hogayi" or "add maths mein sirf 90% banrahi hai" and i'm all like, what the fuck woman. I feel like beating the shit out of those people.

Oh, Maryum. I got 2 new points for your rules of examinations. People should not be allowed to discuss the freaking paper in front of you. And ohhhh yeah. Parents should not ask if you're gonna get an A or not. -_-

I HATE being sick.

During the last 15 minutes of the maths exam, i was all like oh fuck this shit. I hate maths. And then people HAVE to discuss the paper in front of me, and i've already gotten shit wrong. This sucks.

People at tuition are annoying. Half of the people already know everything. Why do they even come to tuitions then? I will kill them all one day.

I love my brother. He's awesome.

I hate everyone. Call me a cynic from now on.

I think i have a bipolar disorder. Weird i am.

I wants to go to UK and PARTY and NOT study.

Out peeps.

Save Earth. It's The Only Planet With Chocolate!

Chocolate is the best discovery. EVER.

I love chocolates. In any form. Cookies, cakes, icecream, milk or just that huge bar of cadbury. <3

I finished more than half of my box of cadburys today. I eat a lot of chocolates when i'm nervous. And then my mum took it away while muttering something about diabetes. :/

I WANT CHOCOLAAATTEEE!

I had mcdonalds today. I LOVE MACCY D'S. Best fast food ever. In Pakistan that is. Burger King owns tho.


Out peeps!

So Tell Me Darling, Do You Wish We'd Fall In Love?

I love this song! It's SO cute <3

Ramblings Of A Sleep Deprived Zombie

I love him. I will do unspeakable things to myself if he leaves. He's not leaving. He's not leavinnggg. Lalalalallala *fingers crossed*

Business Studies paper went decent. I felt like puking throughout it 'cause i'd drunk endless cups of coffee and energy drinks the night before.

I haven't slept in the past 24 hours. Shittt.

I wanna watch House and drool over Chase. Yumm. ;D

I should really sleep, but I don't feel like it. Weird.

New Follower: Hello Osheen :D

I cannot wait for the world cup to start. Weeee.

Maths on monday. Noooo. *dies*

I absolutely despise Maths. Sigh.

Well that's it. I just cannot wait for exams to end, so I can do some writing and write some decent blogposts. Tsk.

Have an amazing weekend, y'all.

Out peeps.

Love Is Watching Someone Die

So who's gonna watch you die?




Shout out to my new follower, Maryam, who eats One P Two P fries and doesn't offer :P. Hello :P

Business Studies exam tomorrow. Rape i shall or get screwed trying.

Out homies.

But I Know This Crush Aint Goin' Away.

I think I'm in love. *goofy smile*

green eyes, naturally spiky black hair, gorgeous smile, sarcastic. <3
Too bad i don't even know his name. -_-
Why are you soooo cute?
Well were, actually. Idk if i'm seeing him again. -_-

Sigh. I'm such a teenager. :O

Dum dum de dum.
8 to go. I'm getting there! :D

A shout out to my two new followers: Salman and Crazy Girl. Hellooo :D

Well, ummm that's it i guess then. Yes i'm boring. Sue me.

And i'm out.

Before It's Too Late.

We waste our words and
we waste our moments and
we don't take the time
to say the things that are
in our hearts
when we had the chance.

We watch days zoom by
like seconds,
seconds on a clock,
hours separating the
tick from the tock.
And before we know it, it's been
a day,
a week,
a month,
and we're wondering
where our time went,
where our lives went.

And in the end, our only words,
a last attempt at some menial redemption,
are "I'm sorry. I am so fucking sorry."

Why the Facebook/Youtube Ban Is Stupid and other stuff.

Pakistan High Court thinks a facebook page is it's biggest problem? How about bringing justice to innocent civilians instead?

I'm against this fairly pathetic closed minded decision which is nothing more than a scoring, anti western point to appease the dumb. Who are they trying to win over? What are they trying to prove?

I visited that page on facebook, and the many "muslims" cursing the non believers, and wishing death on them, and rape on their mothers and sisters, definitely is NOT helping our cause to show Islam as the peaceful religion it is. The Qur’an orders patience in many verses, such as: Seek help in patience and prayer (2:45) and: Endure, vie with each other in endurance (3:199), and prohibits haste in verses like: Show not haste concerning them (the unbelievers) (46:35). In many Qur’anic verses, God praises the patient, declares that He loves them, or mentions the ranks He has bestowed on them: The patient and steadfast, and the truthful and loyal (3:16); God loves the patient (3:145); and Surely God is with the patient (2:153).

The Qur’an mentions many other aspects of patience. For example: If you endure patiently, this is indeed better for those who are patient (16:126) Also it advises patience as a preferable way in dealing with unbelievers while communicating God’s Message to them. We will certainly bestow on those who are patient their reward according to the best of what they used to do (16:96) consoles the patient with the best of rewards to be given in the Hereafter. If you have patience and guard yourselves against evil and disobedience, God will send to your aid five thousand angels having distinguishing marks, if they [your enemies] suddenly attack you (3:124) promises the believers Divine aid in return for patience.

As well, the Quran states that "And to be firm and patient, in pain and adversity And throughout all periods of panic. Such are the people of truth, the God-fearing." (2:177)

I am not in any way for the drawing, but shutting out a problem is NOT going to make it go away. Facebook, Youtube etc have a million users everyday. They are not getting any disadvantage with out country shutting these down. Use a proxy server and you can easily access these websites. WHAT'S THE POINT? These people wanted to get to us, and they did.

What are we scared of? If your faith is strong enough, should what unbelievers think have an impact on you? Should you change your mind because of what you see and hear?

It's not serving any purpose and will just highlight the complete lack of freedom in this joke of a country.

So be patient people. If God brought you to it, He'll bring you through it. If you faith is strong, i don't think He'll let you down.

New Follower :D - Hello Ubaid :]

I saw crush boy today. I am content <3

Accounts exam actually went good. Dar lag raha hai A na aajaye XD

9 to go. *sighs*

It's so effing hot. Sigh. I will dieeeee.

Plus i cannot wait for summmerrrrrr. I wanna partyyyy :P

Besides that not much. This was a rough week man. Had exams everyday :/

World History on Wednesday. Damn. Imma be screwed :(

I NEED NEW MUSIC.

Suggest. I like rock, pop, country... anything as long as it's good. Except rap. Rap crap.

Plus, I'm obsessed with Hallelujah cover by Lee DeWyze. It's amazing.

Anyways, life is meh nowadays. I need to stop being so depressed and shiz XD

Sigh. When will exams stop torturing me?

Whenever I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead... True story - Barney Stinson is the sax xD

41 days till I'm 17. Weeeeeee <3

Have an awesome weekend everyone.

I wanna get drunk and ride around.

THEY BANNED YOUTUBE?
YOUTUBE? whattay joke of a country.

unFUCKINGbelievable.

HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO LISTEN TO MUSIC?

FUCK YOU PTA.

[coming soon: my totally logic rant against the blocking of youtube and facebook.]


Bhaii KIYAAAAA? My CIE centre sucks. I SHALL SUE THEM. SUE THEM FOR EVERYTHING THEY'VE GOT. Fine, so i've got KGS as my centre, but we're not even seated in the auditorium where all the kgs hotties are. Instead, i'm seated in this stuffy classroom whos fans move at a lower speed than an old person, surrounded my my school people -__-. Not that i don't like them, but c'monnn, i wanna drool at hotties. Especially a certain someone. *wink wink*

I MISS FACEBOOK. waaahhhhh

well i've de activated it since a long time. Since my mocks practically. And now i miss itttt. I WANNA FACEBOOK STALK PEOPLE. Sigh.

AND BLAH BLAH BLAH. I FUCKED UP LITERATURE EXAM. Seriously. And i will kill myself if i don't get an A.

And, woooooo. No more urdu. EVER! Yes!

I want to win a dream vacation or something.

Sigh.

I should go on, 'Are you Smarter than 5th Grader' cause i can like answer most of the questions.

Accounts tomorrow. I hope to see crush boy at my centre. Teehee. ;P

"There's so much time/To figure out the rest of my life/And you've already got me coming undone/And i'm thinking, I can't live without you/Cause baby two is better than one" - Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls. I LOVE <3

P.S. - 10 to go. :/ :(

Procrastination Running Circles In My Head..

You don't need money to be happy?
Well, you don't need to be tall to play in the NBA, but it HELPS!

It's just been a major shit week. And Pakistan threw away the game tonight. Seriously, why?

Meh. Exams turn me into a major bitch. English went pretty damn amazing. 14 to go. Wooo. *rolls eyes*


Oh Yeah, I need new music, so your suggestions are welcome. I like Rock, pop and country. Anything actually, as long as it's good. Except rap. Rap crap.

What use is kinematics to me in my normal life? Seriously? WHY AM I BEING TORTURED?

Agh. Karachi ki garmi will kill me. :/

Fuck this shit man. Add maths beckons. Sigh.

And i'm outta here..

And So It Ends, Leaving Behind Memories, And Scars. And The Promise Of Next Season Lingers In The Air.

Yup, the Premier League season just ended. Thank god there's the world cup or i don't know what i would have been doing without football.


Well, Congrats Chelsea, obvs :/
i hate chelsea. Loathe them. Despise them. Abhor them. And their fans are some of the cockiest i've met :/

I can't believe i'm saying this, but i wanted united to take home the title.
But you can't change what's happened. Chelsea played consistently, and the ceremony at the end was great.
John Terry = sexy.

Kudos to united. Rooney was definitely my player of the season.

Well played Arsenal. We finally climbed a spot. 3rd place not that bad, i suppose considering our injuries and shiz. :/

Haha @ spurs thinking they could finish 3rd. Lost their last match. I hate spurs. I wanted city to finish fourth. Blah. But Redknapp deserves a standing ovation, as the team went from relegation zone to 3rd place in a matter of, what? 18 months or so, i believe.

Poor city. Missed champions league spot. But haha adebayor! Don't chu wished you'd stayed at Emirates?

I feel sorryish for Liverpool. They were the only team i could stand, out of the top 4 (excluding arsenal)
C'mon Torres. Transfer to Arsenal! ;)

And yay! Newcastle is coming back up. <3

Well, that's it, i suppose. It really was a great season.

I can't wait for August. C'mon gunners. We're in it to win it next season!

Peace Out.

Close Your Eyes And Jump 'Cause It Might Be Worth The Fall.

I can't reply to you people's comments on my blogposts, cause i'm posting from my mobile. My mum's totally banned me from the laptop. :(

Which is good in a way, since yeah i know i procrastinate a lot and stuff, but it's only like one month of exams, and if they go well I can get into awesome Alevel schools *cough* kgs *cough*

So this is my last post till 11th june, when SUMMER '10 really begins, which i'm looking forward to. :D

Oh hey, new follower: Hello Lonely Perverted Soul. :D [Arsenal will win next season, hopefully :P]

So yeah, stay cool homies.

And check out the songs: Better Days by Goo Goo Dolls.
Breakeven by The Script.
Need You Now by Lady Antebellum.

Rahomie Out.
Take Care, Peeps. ^_^

Have You Ever Been Alone In A Crowded Room?

Oh Man. 9 days for olevels. I feel so freaked. I mean it's like EVERYTHING depends on this right now. Sigh.

I hate tuitions. They're SO annoying.

And i hate most of the people in my life. They're so annoying too :P

I can't wait to go to a new school and ignore everyone i don't like. [the best part about going to a new school] ^_^

I'm getting closer to many new people too, which is great.

I'm totally in LOVE with this song nowadays. It's so beautiful. <3

I'm hating football at this point of the season.

I mean WHY WHY WHY?

Arsenal were SO close. This sucks so bad. We should have won :'(

Oh, Football World Cup is like a month away, and in the words of Naskee "We're studying instead of pre partying" :(

Rahomie Out.

How Many More Before We Realise Too Many Have Died?

Yesterday, I was sitting in my room, studying, when I heard a faint voice of a blast. 2 minutes later, my friend texted me, asking me if everything was okay near my house, because there had been a bomb.

A low-intensity blast has happened near Soldier Bazaar Police Station in Karachi, killing one person and leaving several others injured. Cheepa sources said the blast took place in a Hindu locality, in which at least one person was killed. Ambulances have been called in to shift the injured to nearby hospitals, where emergency has been declared. The bomb was planted in a pushcart, the police said. Meanwhile, the police cordoned off the area and kickstarted relief efforts.

Seriously, when will this end?
Low intensity or high intensity, INNOCENT civilians die.

It goes on and on, and these add up to thousands of people who pass away in these blasts.

God save Pakistan :/